In 2017, I was missing the final card to my PSA 10 1st Edition Neo Destiny Shining set which was the Mewtwo. It was the card that would ‘complete’ my collection. But upon getting it and having the 8-card set neatly positioned on my desk and a few photos later, I tucked them away. I was satisfied for about 20 minutes. After that, my sights were set on the Skyridge Crystal Charizard.
Fast forward a few months later, I broke up the Shining set and got my first PSA 10 Crystal Charizard and felt ‘complete’ once more especially since it almost got lost to Parcelforce (I was in the UK at the time) and I had to fight for it. I don’t know how it happened but I ended up with three copies. The satisfaction died pretty fast. I then moved on the English Gold Stars and was looking for the Rayquaza.
Same story here. Got my first PSA 10 Rayquaza from @qwachansey. I was extremely aware of the process of opening the package. I still remember the time, place, what I did before running back home to get the package because in my mind, this was it. This was the Ultimate Grail for me. This would finally ‘complete’ me.
I was satisfied for a very short time after looking at the Rayquaza. It was there, but the chase was gone. The Ultimate Grail doesn’t feel so Ultimate after all.
It was around this time when I started dabbling more into Japanese cards and I was like, ‘That’s it! I need a Trophy Card!’ So I sold all my English stuff by the middle of 2018 and was all in on Japanese cards. The research, the rabbit holes, the never-ending new stuff (at the start) was all new to me and I LOVED IT.
But Trophy Cards weren’t it. It was still the same story. Since then, I’ve acquired and let go of a PSA 10 Lucky Stadium, multiple Master Keys, a PSA 10 Wonder Platinum, I think 8 Unikarps, three Kangs, PLAY Espeon, PSA 10 No.1 Boy Trainer, No Name Girl Trainer, PSA 10 Scramble set, many copies of the Modern Trophies, and even a Snap Bulba. I’ve accepted that the chase for the ‘Ultimate Grail’ will never end.
From my experience, acquiring the ‘final/end/ultimate’ goal card will never actually do the trick. The fact that you would ‘want’ a card would always push you to want something else. My grail right now is the Old Back Pika1, but I truly believe that even if I get it one day, I’ll just keep going. Maybe the complete set, maybe with the illustrator, maybe 2 sets. It will never end.
But looking back now, I had a great time. You know what they say, ‘The chase is what makes it fun!’