This is a very thoughtful and thorough account and I enjoyed reading it! My story isn’t quite as seasoned as yours is but perhaps one day it will be! I hope the spark and passion remains for you. It would be sad to see a true collector leave this hobby.
When I was a boy I had the worst luck with cards. I almost never got holos in my boosters. I lost cards to theft or peer pressured trades. My family was poor and my mother and father hated Pokémon because they perceived it as an expensive, obsessive fad. Getting a booster was so rare and often took being at the right place at the right time (like the generosity of a friend’s mother, or my grandmother taking me to pick up her prescriptions at the drug store). My childhood collection was stingy and sad. But I loved Pokémon very much and still appreciated what I had even if my cards were not broadly desirable.
When I was an adult with disposable income I had not interacted with Pokémon since my youth, but there was a small part of me that always went back to my childhood want. I never did get that Charizard (or my personal white whale, Blastoise). Those things shouldn’t have meant anything to me anymore, but for some reason it did. And I had the epiphany that despite my fledgling adulthood and decade long break from the series, those Pokémon cards were the only thing I could think of that I always wanted. So why didn’t I get them?
My original collection was just going to be three cards (Charizard, Blastoise, and Venusaur). But I thought, well, if I’m going to get those maybe I should get the whole first set. And when I did I thought I should just get Base, Jungle, and Fossil. That would be good. But it felt so amazing to get these cards. To hold them and sleeve them and care for them as an adult quieted a restlessness I’d carried since my boyhood. I was giving myself something I always wanted and that felt incredible.
My collection only grew. Rocket, then a long endeavor in to promo cards, then the Gym Sets, then converting to 1st Edition, then expanding to Neo, etc. It hasn’t been a straight line. There have been lots of detours and things I’ve bought and sold due to space or waning interest. But my collection is something built on a genuine emotion I can trace to some of the most formative years of my youth.
So with things the way they are today, it is important I finish what I started. Quitting before I finish would leave me in the same limbo I was in as kid where Pokémon was out of my reach. I don’t want to have that again. I would be lying if I said the increased value of my collection has not been exciting and legitimizing. There are many cards I have that are now the envy of others. This feels good. But the pressure of something I love carrying so much financial burden and becoming the playthings of investors and millionaires is hard to swallow. I can’t compete with that. So I must find new ways interact with this hobby.
Archiving and documenting niche material seems like a good direction for me. It is a fringe aspect of the hobby most people don’t care about and I don’t think it will ever fall victim to an investment gold rush. Saving random papers and ephemera that depict a special period of time in Pokémon history makes me feel like I’m “taking care” of Pokémon. I think I’ll still be able to take pride on that.
I preferred pre 2020 in terms of things being easier and the community being more together (in my opinion) a couple years back but the fact that the hobby has gained so much traction since then makes it more exciting for me now in terms of acquisitions. 4 or 5 years ago I could afford most things I wanted without saving and could pick them up easily as there was more supply readily available whereas now I have to save and then search harder so when I finally do get cards I’m looking for it feels more of an accomplishment than before.
Back then it was a wonderful time to have gotten back into the hobby, cards were for the most part not overpriced, you could sometimes watch a lot of (currently) expensive cards stay at a low-buy price for days or weeks on eBay or other sites, the Black Star promos were super cheap (i.e. Holo Mew? $5, Lucky Stadium New York? $15-20, etc. with many being less than $1-$0.50) and best of all you could treasure hunt on Y!J where you could get some insane deals, now it’s more of finding a needle in a haystack, you also got some sweet gifts from the sellers, I used to get a lot of Coro-Coro cards, some lucky stadiums, and other promos, now since they’ve all gone up in price this practice is rare.
It’s nice to see the value of my collection grow to ridiculous heights, but it’s saddening to see the cards becoming less and less accessible to new collectors so I’m really hoping they keep reprinting older sets and art like they did with XY Evolutions.
Yes, Frosty, I have fond memories of our small knitted community and how you provided us with your stunning images and most informative guidance on valuation!